Wednesday 27 April 2011

到头来,我也只不过是个、脆弱女孩♥

也许是对的吧,错过了一次就不会再回来
其实我真的很想当面问你,在你心是否还有我的存在?如果没有你可以告诉我麽?

我就不会在为你无思乱想了
想你身边是否有个她取代了我?
想你是不是真的不要我了?
想你是否变心了?
就坦白告诉我一声好麽?一声就好

我以为我很坚强,但现在我终于知道哪只不过是个假装
今天一说起你,眼泪它好想掉下来,但我只好忍着,原因很简单;因为我没哪资格

到头来,我也只不过是个脆弱的女孩(:

Friday 22 April 2011

爱情?一切都不重要了♥

爱情是否真的不适合我?

爱情我真的不想再玩了,我玩不起更加输不起 (:

找个我爱他,他也爱我的人真的那么难?

有,我遇见过

只不过,现在他心不再属于我,那我只好默默看着她寻找幸福

祝福他,




上天重视把相爱的分开,这个事实我接受

爱的越深,伤得越深、听过么?

所以我明白这些上都是因为太爱你才会有,

所以,没关系,我也接受




你们相信么?再相爱的人也会有分离的一天?

之前我不信,现在我不得不信 (:




现在我只想说,在一起不在一起已不重要

重要的是,我终于搞清楚,我爱的人是你、就够了.








Saturday 16 April 2011

也许,这是所谓的成熟♥.

其实到了这个地步,我突然看清了好多东西,也明白了许多事情

也许,这是所谓的'成熟'


这世界原来是那么现实的,不管爱情或什么都一样

我终于看得出,谁是真心谁是假意

我很后悔,放弃一个对我真心的人,

对不起,我知道现在后悔也来不及了,

因为你有了一个''她''取代了我,

没关系,就当我没那个福气,

看着你面书的涂鸦墙与她写的东西,心里总是酸酸的

我知道我没资格,但是眼泪还是掉了


来,陪我倒数

数到3我就把一切的一切埋藏在心里

包括我们曾经的点点滴滴

我们许下过的承诺

我们说好的幸福

你放心,过了这一天

不管有多想你

不管多想流泪

我都会忍着,不让你看见



这样的一个我,应该会比较开心

我用了微笑去面对一切

我不哭,

因为我知道,没用的

有时,眼泪挽回不到你想要的东西

我答应了自己,一个人,

也可以很开心,很幸福的

没了爱情,我还有姐妹(:



Sunday 10 April 2011

黑暗♥谎言

曾经以为,你是真的出意真心,但是4个月后,我才真正了解你为人.全世界的人都说你会是个很好很好的男友,会很爱很爱我,也是我曾经愈蠢的想法

我觉得真正懂得你是怎样的人会好过被骗一世.想回去我有多信你时,就会自自然然的觉得自己真的很笨很笨!



世界就象是你戴着太阳眼睛一样,一切都会在黑暗当中. 就好想这社会或者爱情一样样.充满着黑暗,谎言


忘想这世界会有完全不说谎的人,也别太相信一个人,当发现一位你最信赖的人欺骗你,哪感觉也不会好受到哪,所以别轻易把这个位置给别人.







DARKNESS, xiaosan



Thursday 7 April 2011

LIES (:

Please,dont try to say everything is my fault!im so sorry!What you said or what you do i really cant accept or cant listen to it anymore.!I scared behind me still leaving any lies that i never knows.Sorry! I cant accept a people that can lie to me like that as my dearest! Please,BE MATURE!how old are you?Dont be so stupid like me.this is the first and last time i felt that i'm not guilty leaving you! Coz i'm very sure that i,doesn't don any wrong!What i want is not SORRY or what other stupid thing.i have gave u chance to say the truth,but you do lie to me too.(: this is why i'm fucking dissapointed on you,and so sorry! WE HAVE END! I CANT ACCEPT YOU ANYMORE EVENTHOUGH THE END OF THE WORLD!

Tuesday 5 April 2011

遗憾,Regret♥

Actually, i really enjoy this kind of freedom so much.Without anybody disturb or what.This few days i think back lots of thing.Regret, i do really regret.

MR.A, what you say is right,but evrything is too late to do any comment.Maybe i willwait,wait for the miracle.I know it is really impossible,but i will wait!

I think back a lot actually,every our first time.

First time going to your house.

First time you kiss on my lips.

First time you hug me till i cant breathe.

First gift.

First commitment.

First time we can love till tears falling.

First time i felt that you love me so much.

First quarrel .

First lie.

And the last,first broke up.

You are not by my side for at lease half years,i really miss you a lot.But you will never never knew that (:

BOY:What i want is just you can live in happiness,

eventhough you doesn't choose me.STAY HAPPY!





Sunday 3 April 2011

Trust,信任♥

I can't believe that the one i believe the most lied to me,it is such a hurt,but you never know how is it feel!You have done a lot behind me.I knew it,but i can't differenciate wheather is good or bad. Chance i have given to you.Not me that didn't appreciate everything.but is you!This is the second chance,but you didn't take a good use on it.So,i just can say '' WE ARE OVER''!Sorry,i can't forgive you.I have repeated this for several time, i hate people lying to me,especially my beloved!Not every sorry can get back an ''ITS OKAYY'',sorry i cant do it.
Cause of my phone spoilt for dono wat stupid reson,i enjoy this kind of freedom!without any message or call disturb me.Felt so comfortable.!


MR.R:Im' so sorry.I cant forgive you,

till the end of my life (:Not me that

dont appreciate everything,but is you!